Literary Pursuit (Short Story)
Heartstrings
The invocation was on. And a slight nip in the heavy dewy air was slowly
melting into a warm sunshine that brightened the sky to beckon a hectic day
ahead. Rows of high-school pupils alongside the school choir with hymn books in
hands continued to sing along to the melodic tunes, played on the piano keys by
the music teacher Mr. Boris McKenzie. Someone had rightly said...the Gospel
music has its own rejuvenating magical allure to cast a spell around. It’s spiritual
and embalming, and even acts as an elixir to a certain degree. Often it’s
administered to soothe the distressed hearts with undercurrents of devotional sedatives
injected inside.
Post the early morning prayer at the assembly hall, the bell rang
for the first period to commence. The time table read Library. Surely, it’s Monday
— the first working weekday after a relaxed and fun-filled weekend. So,
naturally, the vacant minds needed to be reloaded with reams of enriching
knowledge. Quite a similar scholastic theory applied in Dickens’s (noted English author Charles Dickens) Hard
Times, many would agree. Well, no sooner the alert-alarm was sounded out than
a batch of 51 students in green skirts and white shirts promptly made an urgent
beeline outside its own classroom to head for the reading session. A wide rectangular
wooden tablet embossed with the obvious words ‘Silence Please’ in bold
highlight glistened brightly across the library door, as if to dictate the surrounding
ambience, which seemed to immediately settle into a shroud of stillness from a
ripple of noisy chatter. Quietly, the teenage girls crept into the spacious
chamber to take their respective seats. The teacher-in-charge of the period —
Mrs. Sudha Pillai — was busy at her desk, scribbling on a sheet of paper.
Noticing another class trickling in to agitate the atmosphere of the serene zone
a bit, she lifted her head up to look through a pair of thick-rimmed glasses firmly
reclined on her nose-bridge.
“Ssshhhhh,” she whispered to discipline the ever-chirpy maidens,
peering from beyond the frame of her spectacles. After wishing them all a steady,
yawn-less ‘good morning’ (because in most cases, the drawling indolent tone
switches on the snooze button), she registered their individual attendance and
instructed them to browse books from several shelves, orderly arranged
according to genres in fiction and non-fiction categories. While a bevy of
sprightly lasses huddled up in a nook to discuss in hushed voices what to pick
and what not to, the rest had confidently opted for what they already wanted
and plonked themselves down back into the chairs to bury their heads into a fantasy
world.
Gradually, Seema was absorbing the saga like a soaked sponge,
until the bus-engine on wheels, sound of tram bells and the tinkling of rickshaws
on a bustling Kolkata street penetrated her focus from a distance at regular
intervals. After a point, even that vehicular buzz seamlessly blended with her
reading rhythm in tandem. The time was middle-March and the beautiful spring
has just set in with its full blooming blossoms and fruity sprouts like a preening
peacock. As they say, once a romantic, always a romantic. More so, a tween will
know it better. Considering Seema’s age and stage of mental maturity, it is pretty
understandable that she would float on her cloud of dreams and conjure up an
imagery of her desirable love nest. Till the bubble of this la-la land bursts,
a love-thirsty heart will reasonably pine for a soulmate before it turns
lovelorn with the blows of a mundane life, harsh realities and daily travails.
Closing the book, she spared a moment for Soumen. Suddenly his
face flickered across her mind. Does he too think of her this way — in a fleeting
trice of respite, amidst disjointed thoughts and his daily chores? Not really,
she guessed. And why would he? It was only a casual encounter and no
premeditated assignation like what usually happens between two love doves ever
took place amid them. He being a boy from her neighbouring school and she, just
another girl from the adjacent academic precinct — that’s all. No sparks were
meant to fly and set their hearts aflutter! One fine afternoon, the so-called ‘brother-sister’
(sic!) institutions liaised on a creative exhibition forum to communicate and exchange
their ideas and opinions. Till here, no harm done or has it already? May be a
light tremble of resonating feeling — nothing more nothing less.
All the MBs (read Mills
& Boon) she has devoured to date, does he match any of those hot-bod
heroes, she would fancy late into the night? So what if he doesn’t. A man in
life does not necessarily have to step straight out of a sentimental novel’s cover
to make things sickly mushy and dreamy. Rather, he must be more of flesh and
blood to fit into a mould of practicality, isn’t it, she logically surfed.
After all, this planet is not the bed of roses alone but a path full of thorns
as well. A die-hard fan of old English classic cinema and a Bernard Shaw
admirer, Seema could have effortlessly envisaged her ideal man as a cross
between the fatherly Prof. Henry Higgins from Audrey Hepburn starrer My Fairdry Lady and the friendly ‘chocolate cream soldier’ Bluntschli
of the iconoclastic Arms and the
Man. “A combo of elderly reproach of a strict master and an amiable
request by an affectionate buddy isn’t a bad selection at all,” she muttered
under her breath.
The bell tolled to terminate the 45-minute-long period and Seema
was jolted out of her short-lived reverie under its shrill effect. The class got
dismissed and it crawled out, holding new volumes in hands after returning the
previous ones. After school that day, Seema peeped out of her school-bus window
to revisit the nostalgic view when she had slyly watched Soumen gulping down
the tangy, watery puchkas
from the pavement vendor. The spicy-savoury, crispy balls, stuffed in with
mashed potatoes, soury juice, black chick peas, chilli powder, rock salt, moodi (puffed rice) masala are a sheer bliss in every bite. And not to
mention its pool of piquant tamarind chutney
(sauce), of course. The smack of finely chopped mint-coriander leaves, ground
chilli paste and red chilli powder is unforgettably heavenly. And the fabled
tamarind water scores high with its essential ingredients of rock salt, roasted
cumin and chaat masala powder
with a pinch of seasoning salt to boot. The indulgence is enticingly tart and
sharp at its best. The red chutney dripping from his mouth, his herd of pals
kidding him with a candid banter, his bus driver calling them out to board
before it whooshed away — all flashbacked in a sequence of slides, safely
stored in her sub-conscious photographic memory. And it is not this
audio-visual sliver alone she fondly remembered, other reminisces too
frequently ferment in her mind to toy with. For instance, at the Lake Town
coaching centre, she would have vaguely fancied spotting Soumen to drop in his
younger brother Soham, a standard six student, for his Science lessons. From
his conversation with one of the parents seeing off his ward, she could overhear
that he too takes his Science tuitions, study materials and lectures from the
same institute.
A class 12 board examinee, no wonder, Soumen’s final year at
school appears more crucial than anything else to distract his attention and divert
his focus from. A brainy student she knows will never allow a silly pitfall to
snatch away his future prospects as the results must augur well for determining
his forthcoming course and set his goal in the right perspective. That day,
Seema almost bumped into him as she was caught unawares at the doorstep of
Akash Home of Education when Soumen walked up with his sibling to say goodbye.
The child hurriedly went inside, tugging off the satchel from his elder
brother’s clutch, while the latter’s face gleamed under the faint twilight beam
at dusk. Seema quickly evaded an eye contact before Soumen could cast a stare in
her direction. Her lips quivered and she tightly hid the torn edges of her book
jacket with a shaky, sweaty palm. The name-slip nonetheless, gave away her full
name in block capitals — SEEMA GHOSH. Earlier, when she was a tad curious to
know Soumen’s surname, then one autumnal afternoon, just before the schools
closed for the Pujas, one of his school friends yelled it out from behind,
addressing him as only ‘Roy’, which is anyways a common mode of informal exchanges
amongst bosom buddies in close circles or better still, ‘partners in
mischievous pranks’.
On another occasion, she caught his glimpse, entering the nicely
decked and lit-up premises of a wedding reception at a nearby venue in her
locality, clad in a dark, well-ironed formal suit. The bespectacled look
certainly adds a manly quality and sobriety to his overall personality and disposition,
she had then introspected. But do all these sightings come with any special
implication, she now wondered. Are these God-sent signs, strong and adequate enough
to assert one as a soulmate, which in generic sense, bears a divine connect to
it? Nothing seems to form a proper answer to her itching queries. May be, this
is just an evanescent phase. Like a fugitive, this too will steadily vanish for
good and evaporate like a waft of camphor someday. One has to grow out of a
puppy love and its innocent fragrance. Even the high-school sweet-hearts may
not often team up for life. They may cuff around for a while only to give out
wrong signals to others and to each other, but inevitably fail to click and
stick around forever. The hours flew by, days passed off in a jiffy and an
entire week was gone ever since Seema had mentally weighed a futile possibility
for her future.
As spring was in full swing, the fervour in the air was that of sweet
romance and joyful festivity. Though February 14 is the universal Valentine’s Day
to usher love in life, Indians normally celebrate Holi or Vasantotsav to bask in the milieu of amity, liking, regard and
care in the month of Phagun.
It is the most fascinating fiesta of colours, jubilation and happy harmony to sprinkle
best wishes and a palette of passsions to shower over. It offers a convenient
pretext to get drenched in wet gulaal
(colours) or being smeared with dry aabir (colours) or even spray a jet of dyes with
water-pipes or else wallop variegated balloons with a thump only to let the
hair down and tickle one’s spirits with that tingle of an oh-so-coveted emotion!!
Some crazy revellers also prepare bhang
to drink and get a kick out of that concoction. In an upbeat mood, all would have
left no stone unturned to either visit Tagore’s Shantiniketan in Bengal to
participate in its famous spring fest, which percolate into a receptacle of global
confluence or else, pay a rapid visit to Vrindavan, a town in the Mathura
district of Uttar Pradesh, where Lord Krishna in his childhood purloined butter
from his foster-mother Yashoda’s larder as a cowboy and made merry with his
lady-love Radha as well as the gopis
(cow-herd village belles). Well, this could be anybody’s ideal date with the
purest form of amorous passion but honestly, how many can actually see their vision
coming to fruition! Hardly a handful can be counted on the fingers, wot say! However,
as they say, if God willing, then nothing can prevent the surge of waves from
breaking the impregnable barriers of an encompassing barricade of boulder-rocks.
On the eve of Doljatra (Bengal’s
Holi — the festival of colours, also the same in Odisha and
parts of U.P.), when Holika Dahan is symbolically observed by burning the
effigy of Holika, the demoness in bonfire (the ritual represents the triumph of
good over evil), then a few chosen candidates from a cluster of adjoining schools
and some situated in near proximity, tie ribbons of bonhomie and friendship on
one another’s wrist. An essay competition was held prior to this aforesaid get
together to cull the most suitable boys and girls for the purpose. Seema to her
heart’s content, scrawled out her profound notions about peace and amity and
how it binds composite cultures, races and people from different countries,
irrespective of diverse religions, castes, creed and so on. Visibly elated on getting
through with a tick mark in the box against her name on that crucial list, she
decided on a traditional outfit to don on the special day. Yeah, it’s the
assumed nine-yard drape to be compatible with the prescribed dress-code for the
jamboree — the eternally evergreen Indian sari.
The red-bordered yellow base, woven out of Bengal’s rural handloom will be no
doubt, a perfect wear for such an auspicious event. “Ma gifted me this taant sari, earlier this Saraswati
Puja,” she gladly gushed to her friends, unable to check her excitement.
The long wait with a bated breath was finally over and March 29,
the preceding day of Holi arrived to live up to the impending affair.
The boys’ school was equally enthusiastic about the imminent gala and an overly
thrilled pack was already dressed in starched, stark white kurta-pyjamas with a hint of
yellow in their uttariyas (a long trail of cloth twirled around the neck
or hung over an arm), probably to denote the seasonal hue. The whole picture
seemed kaleidoscopic as shades of lemon, ochre and chrome yellow dappled the
crowd with a dab of colourful patches. Garbed in conventional attire, Soumen
Roy looked dapper at the very outset to strike a lasting first impression. God
knows if this Mr. Natty would suddenly catch a nubile young woman’s eye only to
be ensnared in her net in no time. As it is, inquisitive daughters’ mothers are
always on a snooping prowl to hunt this eligible beau out of his bachelorhood
bush for the beloved apple of their eyes. Now, all depends on Cupid’s arrows to
pierce whose heart and when. The boys’ school bus chugged out of the school gate,
widely kept open by the security guard to head for the lush greens of Kolkata,
the venue for the excursion to take place. Maidan, the lungs of the metro city,
the open-air field with plenty of trees and a vast blue sky overhead is no less
of a saddle of verdant nature, upon which, the imaginary medieval knights in
their shining armour can take a breezy ride along with their darling damsels.
Seema stood in front of her dressing-table mirror, gazing at her
self-image, reflected upon the transparent glass, as her mother helped knotting
her sari and pinning up her crimson-red blouse to
it. A maroon minuscule bindi on her forehead; two tiny gold rings
dangling from her earlobes; a metal bracelet on her wrist (constituting silver,
copper and iron as its chief components); a pale, muted lip gloss with matt
effect to subdue any element of tacky gaudiness, lest it appeared unduly in
poor taste — Seema looked a demure delight from each and every angle. Wish she
gets her Mr. Right today itself. Did a whiff of air rustled that prayer against
her right ear, brushing past her soft cheeks and touching her on a tuft of
loose hair strands carelessly enhancing the beauty of her face? She is still a 14-year-old
student of the ninth grade but girls of this age usually look extra graceful
and pretty in a fabric, well-knit and intertwined with warp and weft yarns. Her
petite frame is yet to elongate optimally and develop to its full prime while
her tresses are tidily combed to fix up the white bel (Arabian jasmine) flowers in her
round bun to lend her a ladylike getup and demeanour. She stepped out in a pair
of snuff-coloured sandals with raised heels of thick soles and carried a nicely
embroidered jute purse with a leather-strap handle to sport as an accessory.
After reaching school at Park Street from her residence in Central Avenue, she
and her classmates got onto the school bus, which shuttled them to the green
turf for a rejuvenating spring cultural carnival.
As the contingent of each and every Alma Mater poured in at the expansive
tract of land, the respective school management bodies exchanged pleasantries
with their top-brass counterparts and the function was flagged off post a brief
formal speech with Gurudev’s (the Nobel Laureate bard Rabindranath Tagore) oft-quoted
poetic lines from his immortal verse, Where
the Mind is Without Fear. The stage was all set for every participant to
showcase his/her talent to a large gallery of spectators, thronged at the site.
A bevy of young girls garlanded in orange marigold with their wrists girdled in
white tuberose climbed upon the stage to perform a dance recital, which they
had rigorously practised daily after school. Aesthetically choreographed by
their music-teacher Mrs. Tanima Sinha, the piece was beautifully rendered by Seema
and her peers under her strict supervision. As they performed to the lilting Tagorean
ode — Rabindrasangeet ‘Basante Phool
Ganthlo’ — to commemorate the
multihued youthful spring, a pair of eyes thoroughly perceived its subtle
nuances. How her hands went up to form different mudras, how the toe bent and
pointed to form a certain posture, how she smiled and rolled her eyes to
express the bard’s lyrical words — he gaped and dazed at every inch of the
synchronised progress. Yes, Soumen was smitten by the overture, Seema had
offered to a discerning gathering. He found it immensely adorable and much to
his delight, difficult to control the inner storm intensifying with every
passing moment. The programme concluded following a series of presentations from
several students of other schools featuring elocution, skit-recitation, play
enactment and last but not the least, Soumen’s reading from the renowned 20th century Irish poet William Butler Yeats’ Sailing to Byzantium (a poem with a visually-enchanting appeal that
uses the journey to the ancient Greek imperial capital city, now known as
Istanbul in present-day Turkey, as a metaphor for spiritual odyssey) in
his freshly cracked voice as the 17-year-old rested on the threshold of a ripening
youth from his tender raw adolescence.
On her return-trip to school, Seema deliberately chose a window seat
to read the first love letter of her life in silent seclusion. She carefully
opened her hand bag to furtively fish out the missive, which she had been so
desperately missing in her life for such a long time. She unfolded the crushed
piece, creased and crinkled with lines formed under the impact of her grip when
she had hastily shoved it inside her purse to conceal it from the world around.
With an emphatic handwriting in cursive style, Soumen bared his heart out
uninhibitedly. The blue ink from a micro-tipped pen flowed forth like a running
river. Seema read it in her mind. And thus it went:
“Let’s be friends first and leave the remaining journey for God to
decide. If He has brought us face to face today, then it is up to Him to plan
out the future course. We two can only act out the plot He intends to script. I
always thought it to be a mere coincidence whenever we crossed each other’s
paths at various places. But today, something happened Seema…seeing you dance
on the dais so elegantly! Oh yes, I forgot to tell you that I gotta know your
name sometime back when it was pronounced as one of the dancers on stage and
you stepped forward hearing the same, acknowledging the audience applause and
appreciation with a graceful bow. The performance was worth praising I must
say. Keep it up. Here’s my mail id: soumenroy@gmail.com for our
further correspondence. Shoot me a mail if it deems fit for you. Even a blank
one will enable me to gauge your response.
I know I’ll be keeping really busy with my books for the next
couple of months or so, as this is a very important year for me careerwise, but
in this e-age of constant networking, communication is no big deal. However,
I’d like to touch base beyond those modern modes of mobile phones, texts and
apps. Why don’t we adopt the old school method? Of course, we won’t fly pigeons
with letters tagged to their clawed limbs but can certainly endorse the post
office service to pen poetry, couplets and phrases to each other, wot say? If
you like this idea, then do jot down a line at the mail address. I’d certainly want
to know your opinion on this. Hope, your permission will be granted. So let’s
begin a new chapter…” He left the letter knowingly unfinished for Seema to complete
the unexpressed sentences, say those unspoken words, fasten up the untangled laces
and clasp the loose ends from there on.
A relieved Seema delicately shut the letter up in her lap and
stealthily put it back into her purse only to get washed away in a stream of
romantic thoughts. She imagined a magenta box with a magical mirror fitted with
a spangled lattice on the flip side of the lid. She unlocked it turning in a
puny silver key only to discover a pile of letters, composed in felt-tip pen on
coloured paper sheets with Soumen’s name written across every single piece. Her
daydream got interrupted when the school-bus driver blew off a blaring horn to
alert the gatekeeper to open the two large iron slabs painted in jet black with
filigreed designs on top, holding a bar with the school name and its emblem embossed
in a slew of bold alphabets with stylised fonts. Retiring late that evening
from a hectic day at school’s special programme, Seema’s eyes literally drooped
to hit the hay and go off to fast asleep as early as possible, when her restive
heart gave her a wake-up call. “Will it be too late if she doesn’t send the
mail tonight? What if, tomorrow never comes! Who knows the world may end
tonight and culminate this very moment with an unforeseen apocalypse,” she
speculated. So before everything soared to a climax, let her heart talk it up
with his. She at once switched on her home PC, waited anxiously for it to boot,
clicked on the Internet logo and logged onto her personal account to push the
mail across. A blank mail with the id seema_ghosh@rediffmail.com got transmitted in a nanosecond to Soumen Roy’s mail inbox.
The cool, meritorious dude on the other end was cleaning up his desk to arrange
books from the Physics syllabus for his late night study. With the table-clock placed
right in front of his eyes and the coffee thermos ready to keep him awake burning
the midnight oil as he learnt, memorised and revised from the chosen subject,
he pulled up his chair to sit when his eyes arrested the new mail entry under
the ‘Check Mail’ menu on his laptop screen. His eyes sparkled reading the sender’s
name and his face betrayed his thoughts. Yes! He did it. An inner voice
screamed unabashedly, ‘Woohoo!’ over this achievement. With a victorious smile
and without batting an eyelid, he opened the compose box of his account beneath
the blank mail to reply with his residential address noted as: 69, Prince Anwar
Shah Road, South City, Kolkata-70.
On her way to the bus stop for her school transport to arrive, she
requested her father to halt at the nearby post office with an excuse to send a
snail mail as part of a circulated chain letter to a pen friend. So before
Seema alighted from the pavement to commute to the other side of the road with
her dad, she posted her first love letter into the deep red cylindrical box stationed
on the footpath to the boy she found most interesting in life to date. Prior to
proceeding, she just looked back with a hope harboured that her letter would be
delivered on time. Well we presume, love’s labour is never lost. This is just
the initiation in the right direction....
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